Wow! I had an awesome time in Las Vegas a few weeks ago. My mentors hosted a Creative Love Spark event! It was a fun-filled weekend with single individuals who gained more clarity and a deeper understanding about love and relationships. That weekend I was confronted with myself and I learned that I was running from myself. Also, I learned areas in my life where I’m holding back; playing small; or playing it safe by not stepping into to my fullest potential. Though this was something that I already know (consciously); it’s one of those things that you know what you need to do ,but, you don’t do it. I felt like my back up against the wall and I was forced to look at certain things. There was no more hiding or running away from the things that I know I should be doing, and start doing! Oftentimes,it’s difficult to face our ugly truths and it requires courage to do so. I’m grateful for my breakthrough weekend, which I learned MORE about myself and gained a clearer vision in love, relationship, and my life.
“Life is a process of growing, outgrowing, and growing some more… In order to live fully, we are required to grow into our divine potential by outgrowing our thoughts of limitation”
~ Iyanla Vanzant (Book: One Day My Soul Just Opened Up)
I have been M.I.A from FB and my blog site for a few weeks. I’ve been experiencing some inner transformation/ shifts and needed to take a “time out” to unplug to process these experiences. I must say that I’m understanding being a love/life coaching more clearly and seeing the TRUE VALUE of the work that I do. I’ve been having more clarity, understanding, and “aha” moments. I’m coming to the realization that since the beginning of this year (2014) till the present, it seems like everything situation has been Divinely orchestrated ( in disguise). Reflecting about earlier this year, I may have been “creating” my experiences by default (somewhat), but, as this year is coming to a close, I have become more aware of what is going on “in” me & around me. I guess what I’m trying to say… that I am becoming more aware, not living by default or passively, and I am living more intentionally by growing in self-love. I notice that I’m not as resistant, and more “go with the flow” in the sudden life changes or facing my love shadow. These experiences or “aha” moments are stimulating my personal, spiritual growth, and I am loving it!
I embrace all these experiences and enjoying the process, even when it does not feel good at times. The uneasiness is just an indication that I’m growing. I do feel that these outer and inner changes are just preparing me more for my work as a LOVE coach. Lately, so many ideas and opportunities have presented itself to me. I feel like 2015 is my “launch” or “kick off” year in every facet in my life. Though, some of the things that I hoped this year didn’t come into fruition, yet. I know that I’m in preparation for the AMAZING things that are coming my way; and to make sure that I’m ready to RECEIVE ALL the good things that are in store.
Thank you for reading my thoughts out loud. I felt compelled to share my current self-reflection. I hope this encourages or inspire someone in anyway. Whatever, you may be currently experiencing, just remember to trust the process. Be Encouraged! 🙂